yellow mist hovering

yellow mist hovering
above and around
and through and covering.
eye of destruction
sphere and pain giver
death circle and life stealer.
are you a liar?
am I a bee, a wasp?
ant queen, my wings clipped and raw
desperate and lost?
I spew black muddy fog
like black blood in dim waters
from liver and loins
and heart
and heavy balls of stone
tight and painful,
throbbing with life,
with your hands hot like acid
and frozen.
The black light swallows me
and consumes the violet purpose.
And I swim through the new eye
into the never.